Squash

I lost to everyone... not unusual except one of them was a guy who has only played a handful of times... When tired/frustrated i am terrible and it compounds that i get more frustrated when i am loosing and i think i shouldnt be. Ben had injured himself and could only take a few steps each shot... i stil lost both games to him.

Very frustrating was that we got shifted from our pre-booked glassback crts to shitty/broken ones because of a late booked pennant match, lost 1/2 hr of our booking cos their wasnt space for our full booking on other crts, and then the pennant people didnt turn up (so we took their crts when we realised this). We werent told/rang beforehand to let us know, and to make matters worse, the timer on the lights was not reset when we started, so we lost 5 min going back to the help desk to ask them to turn it back on (half way through a match with 15 min to go on our booking)

We have been booking those courts at that same time for almost 2 years. Pennant's can fuck off and use shitty crts. I see no legitimate reason that we (who could more or less be in the fucking pennant based on merit) should miss out because of some "more official" club. They made the point that pennant need glassback for a ref... ref can sit in the fucking stands for the other crts... wanted to hit the desk clerks... but wasnt their fault... also australia says no.

I also beleive this is some evidence of my nihilistic / disestablishment mental bias... I hate "officialdom" being an excuse for preferential treatment (just like i hate "merit" to be, who fucking cares who you fucking pay or how fucking shity arse mother fucking cock wank good you fucking damn well mother cunt are.)